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turnover game [ターンオーバーゲーム]

Subbed by TheBlackCero


Music: Mizu
Lyrics: shitoo
Vocal: GUMI
http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm29069010


~Kanji~
ターンオーバーゲーム

私一人居なくなっても
誰も涙流さないでしょ
嫌い嫌い こんな世界早く終わっちゃえよ
一人握るコントローラー
仮想世界”聖終ラグナ”へ
画面映る もう一人の私は微笑んだ

現実から解き放たれた
モニター越し この私に
誰もが手を伸ばした

叶えて私のヴァルキュリア
ゲームの中では勇敢な
画面の向こうの私の輝く笑顔憎らしい
誰もが羨む素敵な私
わがままもっと言えるなら
「現実の私と交換してよ」
呟いて目を閉じた

瞼 開く気付くとそこに
0と1の文字が浮かんだ
白い世界
目の前には見慣れたその姿
いつも見てた笑顔で告げる
「こんな世界もう嫌でしょう?」
「替えてあげる」
もう一人の私が微笑んだ

現実から逃げ出せるんだ
愚かな私は 笑顔の裏に
気付けない

今から私がヴァルキュリア
ゲームという名の現実で
私に足りないものなんて
もう何一つ無いはずだ
誰もが羨む素敵な私
その本物になれたのに
画面の向こうの彼女は何故か
輝いたあの笑顔

現実の私の身体で
誰も彼も 赤く染める 狂った彼女がいた
なぜなの

やめてよ私のヴァルキュリア
ゲームの中とは違うんだ
再起動なんてできない
死んだらそれで終わりなの
せめて一人でも救えるのなら
聞いてよ最期わがままを
聖剣両手に突き刺す身体

「さよならねヴァルキュリア」


~Romaji~

watashi hitori inaku nattemo
daremo namida nagasanai desho
kirai kirai konna sekai hayaku owatchae yo
hitori nigiru kontorōrā
kasō sekai ”yume no gēmu” e
gamen utsuru mō hitori no watashi wa hohoenda

riaru kara tokihanatareta
monitā-goshi kono watashi ni
daremoga te o nobashita

kanaete watashi no Varukyuria
gēmu no naka de wa yūkan na
gamen no mukō no watashi no kagayaku egao nikurashī
daremoga urayamu suteki na watashi
wagamama motto ieru nara
“riaru no watashi to kōkan shite yo”
tsubuyaite me o tojita

mabuta hiraku kizuku to soko ni
zero to ichi no moji ga ukanda
shiroi sekai
me no mae ni wa minareta sono sugata
itsumo miteta egao de tsugeru
“konna sekai mō iya deshō?”
“kaete ageru”
mō hitori no watashi ga hohoenda

riaru kara nigedaserun da
oroka na watashi wa egao no ura ni
kizukenai

ima kara watashi ga Varukyuria
gēmu to iu na no genjitsu de
watashi ni tarinai mono nante
mō nani hitotsu nai hazu da
daremoga urayamu suteki na watashi
sono honmono ni nareta noni
gamen no mukō no kanojo wa nazeka
kagayaita ano egao

riaru no watashi no karada de
daremo karemo akaku someru kurutta watashi ga ita
naze nano

yamete yo watashi no Varukyuria
gēmu no naka to wa chigaun da
risutāto nante dekinai
shindara sore de owari nano
semete hitori demo sukueru no nara
kiite yo saigo wagamama o
seiken ryōte ni tsukisasu karada

“sayonara ne Varukyuria”


~Translation~

Even if I were gone, that’d just be one person fewer,
and I’m sure no one would shed a single tear for me.
I hate this. Hate this. This world can just blow up, for all I care.
Thus I clutch onto my controller
and flee into the virtual world of “Holy Demise Lagna,” my dream game.
On the screen, the other me smiled at me.

Freed from the restraints of reality,
I’m now on the other side of the monitor,
and everyone is looking to me for help.

Grant my wish, my Valkyria.
I can’t stand that bright and cheerful smile
of my heroic alter ego on the other side of the screen, inside the game.
My amazing alter ego that everyone envies.
If I may be a little more greedy, I’d say:
“Switch places with me in reality.”
So I mumbled as I closed my eyes.

Upon reopening my eyes and becoming aware of my surroundings,
I found all of these 0 and 1 characters floating about.
A pure-white world.
And in front of me was that familiar figure.
She said to me, with the same old smile:
“You’ve had enough of this world, right?”
“Very well, I shall take your place.”
My alter ego smiled.

I can escape from reality.
How stupid was I, for not noticing
what lies behind that smile.

From this moment, I am Valkyria,
living the reality inside this game.
There should be nothing
lacking in me now.
I’ve been able to become the real,
amazing version of myself that everyone envies,
and yet, for some reason, I find her on the other side of the screen,
smiling that same bright and cheerful smile.

In the body of myself in reality,
she—as me myself—went berserk, staining everyone in red.
Why did it turn out this way?

Please stop, my Valkyria.
It’s not the same as inside the game.
I can’t hit restart.
Once someone dies, that’d be the end of it.
If I could save even just one person,
then please, listen to my last selfish request.
With both hands, I plunge the holy sword deep into my body.

“Goodbye, Valkyria.”

2 thoughts on “turnover game [ターンオーバーゲーム]

  1. raineydayparade says:

    Cool, I think I’ve seen this artist do some len pvs too :D And I have a friend that also goes by mizu so I was like “wait, what?” for a split sec when I saw the composer name

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    • raineydayparade says:

      Also this is a cool story (pfft meant to add this comment earlier but my laptop randomly shut down/restarted on me :P)

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